this is odd.
amberrr says (12:36 AM):you've been a little odd lately so i thought its strange you're reading more depressing stuff
cris. says (12:39 AM):
ooh
cris. says (12:39 AM):
what do you mean odd?
cris. says (12:39 AM):
ive been feeling strange lately
cris. says (12:39 AM):
and i don't know why
amberrr says (12:40 AM):
idk you seem out of it and neutral and like you don't want to do anything
cris. says (12:40 AM):
!
cris. says (12:40 AM):
thats exactly how i feel
amberrr says (12:40 AM):
xD
cris. says (12:40 AM):
no one gets me as well as you ahaha
cris. says (12:40 AM):
even at work, im mellow
cris. says (12:40 AM):
even when my kids are raising hell, im just.. mellow.
mmm, this conversation was long needed. i'm glad this is who i share my inner, deepest desires, fears and concerns to. without even having to say anything she knows whats up.
i don't know where my spark is going, but it's slowly being pulled out of me, and i'm scared.. very scared.